• Ayee

Beautiful, Felina Lune Kavi, as always

Updated: May 24




Let us call it feminine. Like that space of damp earth where a seed grows. Or like a uterus where a child grows. I see how my orientation in the past has been programmed by, "the dominator culture," of, "usefulness," or seeing the value of something based on its, "usefulness," (if it is not useful, it is, "bad," or, "not good") but after moon time, it's my 3rd day now, I am seeing light breakthrough & a different reality presenting itself in me...


It has nothing to do with the polarities of usefulness or uselessness, black or white, good or bad... It's also learning to not be afraid of the demand of this polarity nor to respond only to this call as if it is the only call...


Perhaps it is only our own minds or neural programming that beg to identify or distinguish or label something so we may feel better about it or at ease with it....


For when we don't know or when we are unable to identify that something (used to being, "assured," by it) it brings us, "unease," or, "unrest..." & I see that tendency & we can go with it. But that strong, damp, dark, feminine presence... She is there... almost beckoning or reminding that there is another way & that there are many other ways... & the other way doesn't require labels or distinctions it does not demand you be a certain way or that there be answers almost telling you to peace, be still, & know i am God...


She is the earth. She is Our Mother. The Mother. She is Love. She gave birth to us. She gave birth to all things out of Love & not out of fear. And so all in us from Her is Good. Not to be feared even if unlabelled or unidentified or unfamiliar.


We don't need to connect it to, "the past," for it to be, "legit," or, "gain value," - it is THE PRESENT & stands on Its own as it's OWN VALUE as OUR LIFE NOW bearing all the gifts it does for our benefit SOVEREIGN, INDEPENDENT, reminding us of our own sovereignty & freedom here & now not contained, valued nor defined by any former set construct.


FREE.


I feel her showing me the way from within - not dependent on any result yet whispering desires & imprints I can heed & follow as, "good..." In the soft, fertile, dark womb of the Unknown...


Stirrings, desires that feel true though Unseen. I can heed. And not just because it is simply useful. Not to reduce it to that. It's almost like an insult if I do... To follow because I can.


To heed, because I want to.

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